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indo..here i come

2007-06-29T17:31:00.000+08:00

newest update from me:
jaq is going back to indo in less than 2 hrs =D, shd be less than 1 hr actually but the stupid plane got delayed..sigh....aniwae, looking forward to the new look of my home sweet home =D...yup..it has just been renovated few months back..then..my beloved mum en dad, big bro en sis..then certainly the indo food...haha..cant get enuf of them..sure to get myself balooned at home =p....lalalalala..so happy..okayyy..jaq..behave urself!! =p. o well, enuf of me writing stupid nonsensical blabsssss...=)

im out

the "timeless restless"...

2007-06-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

it's been awhile since i havent updated this blog...well..blame me for being so lazy en the fact tat im a person who get easily bored en i think i am getting bored of blogging..=p...well..will do try my best to keep updating this blog =)

watched restless 4 on 25th may in NAFA theatre...gosh...it was really timeless..contemplating on raj's concept this year...he's bringing back all d timeless pieces from restless 1 en 2, the first ever AC dance production when i was still back in jc1..goodness..how time really flies en now it's already restless 4..been so amazed at how the pool of talent grows...indeed the dancers are very skillful as compared to us back then..the first few generations..hahha..we were like nothing compared to them.they can do all the liftings en stunts smoothly en without difficulties at all..en indeed its due to the fact tat AC got the license to offer dance as a subject for A level...arghh...so jealous..can imagine how fun it is to read dance as a subject for ur A level?? u just need to dance en dance for ur exams..hahaha...

btw..wayne ong...the VP when i was in j1 choreographed a dance piece...a song by michael jackson..it was so awesomee....yanice en me cant stop screaming seeing him dancing...haha...he's like super talented..en guess wat? he will be pursuing dance as a career..cool rite? he's going to states to learn dance there en graduate with a bachelor degree of dance...just like jun, the President..cool..they're like the 2 people i admire for the courage to pursue dance as their future..en their parents fully support them..cool!!! well,considering many people think that art will not be able to take u to a far place..u know..tat kind of thing...haha...i think i shdnt explain in details rite??? =p

yeah..restless 4...a bit different from the first en second..but i still enjoyed it thou..well..its just different when u actually perform for people to see en when u watch it in audience seats...twice dancing on that stage en twice as well to be the audience en still counting en looking forward to all the restless series of production =p..hahha...i really miss tat moment of performing..the excitement of them..the butterflies in ur stomach..the nasty scoldings from raj..the complaints from teachers sometimes...sigh..really miss it..hmm...one thing i shd complain to raj is tat his song choice always get better as restless progresses..hahha..its soooo unfairrr...they get all the nice and more cool songs...restless 3 for example..they danced to the songs of 'wake me up when sept ends, bad day, en even yeah by usher but the bhangra version'..its way too cooll...arghhh...not fair!!! LOL..even restless 4 got 'aint no other man ,the high sch musical, en sexyback' ...imagine tat!!! haiz...must admit tat raj is getting much2 better at his selection of songs..restless 2 only had 'breaking the habit en safri duo' while restless 1 got all the oldies...LOL...miss dancing now...arghhh...got offer to dance with them in more restless production but i think i cant fit in my uni timetable yet...sigh...but nvm..i will always be an avid fans of restless..thou its from the audience point of view =p

restless...indeed timeless..wat can i say??so many things to be reminisced for..the bonding en camaraderie between the dancers..the morning till midnite practices everyday during holidays...the scoldings from raj who always think that we din give our maximum...the selling of the tickets...the stress when it comes to D-day...the not enuf sleep en yet we still have to keep on practicing til raj satisfied..haha..wat else??oo..the sequins sewing of our costumes..haha..yes..we have to sew all the sequins ourselves..sew en sew en sew everytime our dance item is not being practiced...sigh..blame it on raj en his idea of the costume =p, the search for all the patches as well and all the accessories...en one last thing is all the blue black tat we got from practising raj dance moves tat always 'force' us to drop our knees on the ground...hahahaha..painfullll...well, all those moments are just too precious..en beautiful to be cherished...whoaaaaa... i really miss dancing =( en the ac dancers 04-05 too....btw..met mike and anh too..mike dyed his hair..haha..so blonde en anh is as always hot =)glad tat they are doing fine in their studies..din really meet other dancers coz they watched the nite before..well..tat shd wrap up my restless nite the other day...got to sleep now coz i need to work..sigh..20 more working days at marks n spencer...to the light at the end of the tunnel..cheers!! =p

im OUT =D

random tots

2007-05-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

pleaseeeeeeeee....don't let me die

it's written on the wall,

the sign...

i knew i would fall

for

you after all...

I just can't stand my intolerable fault

which seems to be unpardonable...

I'm mesmerized in this ironic confusion,

I don't even know which one is love or obsession...

A crazy love built upon imagination,

driving me insane in a tormenting affliction...

I wish life could just go on...

without anyone...

the sweet "21"

2007-05-01T09:40:00.000+08:00

had it celebrated on 15th night together wif yuli's bdae which was happened to be on the next day...a day full of shoutings,screamings en most of all laughters...thx to all my friends for being there...cant describe how touched i was thou i already predicted tat it would be celebrated...haha...didn't mean to feel so important or big headed or wateva..but i know tat im so blessed wif a bunch of wonderful frens =)

din get too much sabo on tat nite either..haha..guess they were just too scared of me en yuli if they dare to do all the mean things..we just got blindfolded and played around from the amphitheatre of hall 12 to the block 58 lounge. funny things happened along d way..thanks to komang who videotaped everything from the start..now i can laugh at my own stupidity...goodness..=p

and yes!!! we got coffeebean's tiramisu for our bdae cake...yay!!! clap clap clap..haha..so generous of them...its just yummy thou its fattening and contain 'God knows how much' calorie in it..but who cares?? i want my cakeeee....hahaha...den we got the testimonials session thou i dare to assure you tat they are all full of nonsense en so DISTORTED...haha...jonk who got first cake from yuli even go to the extent that yuli is such a nice and studious gal en nvr play a prank on pple...haha..do u think pple buy tat testi?? hahah..no offense yul...just stating d fact here..even u know this rite?? =D

okayyy..let me just list wat i got for my bdae tis year..haha..got a cute torty from putu, a chick from favi fredy en evan, a lonely planet book from keng sonny hezron rocky emil andre berl pau olip annu, a love actually dvd from jonk (one tat inspires me to...), a small Guess purse from lukas yul komang verdyka fenny jonk en acai, make up accessories from dela, en lastly a precious moment jewellery box from corn!!! en hopefully,i wont forget to claim one from my sister soon..*evil grin*

on my 21st bdae..i just wish tat i can grow more and more in Him, tat i can be more mature en wise en better in evry aspect en oso in facing life and all the rocky roads ahead...tat i can be around for my family and frens thou its just to entertain them. yup.. i just feel so blessed wif the support en love of my family and frens around me...wish tat wat dela wished me will come true too...=)

well..to conclude this post...haha..sounds like GP..how i miss mich wong for this..=p just wanna say a big big big thanks to everybody who wished me bdae wishes en celebrated it..i guess im counting on en looking forward to celebrate more bdae with the ntu bunch..at least for another 2 years..haha..=)

im OUT

simply...title-less =p

2007-04-10T12:45:00.000+08:00

tis video is courtesy of albert(d ac guy wif chubby face en angelic voice..currently in NYU..genius in imitating teachers eg.ms.loke d physics teacher..alwyn pang d FM teacher..en even his own form teacher..rahimah..lol..)

tis sure makes u laugh ur heads off..
u'll feel so much smarter, not only because of what he says, but also because REALLY you have to think alot before you can actually digest and realize what he meant and that he REALLY said those words...goodness...

sigh..how i miss those ac moments en those genius pple from my SA class combi who always lighten up our mood in FM lectures with their stupid jokes en pranks on teachers...kenneth(d cute en smart guy who is doin very well in princeton), cbs( d indo guy tat makes us proud yet irritating..he refuses to talk to us in indo language..*dotdotdot*..he's in MIT btw)..mike ( d vietnamese currently excelling in williams college ,who envies dat vietnamese baby boy currently adopted by angelina jolie..lol..gosh..he's hilarious!!)harley (d funny guy who's in yale now)..adam who's in harvard/stamford..cant remember which..en last but not least steve....d one en only lan's bf who's in oxford now --->bunch of f***ingly genious en talented guys, aren't they???

boys aside...i miss d gals too.arghh..those oldham moments...where we had marathon movie till morning...playing uno 12 hrs non stop..studying d whole night at changi...performing hollaback dance for thanksgiving...etc etc etc..getting mellow here >.<...BTW...today is SAB2 bdae..d one en only my half blood angmoh galfren (she's half danish en hongkee btw)wish her all d best for her studies in HKU...err wadelse?? think i shd get back to my mugging world ....

im OUT!!!

endless coursework

2007-04-06T11:52:00.000+08:00

en yes by coursework i mean all d projects, presentation, write up, reports , assignments or even quizzes.....but yay..im officially done wif al of them..no more torturing research or long enduring meeting..><.tis semester is hell for me...en thank GOd...i managed to pull thru tis sem. unfortunately seniors told me tat year 1 is nothing as compared to year 2...meaning..it will be doubly hell nxt academic year??? gosh...can i skip year 2 en jump to final year??hahahhaa..=p exams are all that's left for me now...time to buck up coz i dun think i did well for my coursework...urghhhh... all i need is miracle from Him...muz pray hard..haha

tis assignment concluded my coursework for tis sem..yay..clap clap clap =D...it's about creative thinking for OB...a subject tat i think is very 'bo liaw' en 'so common-sense'..lol... organisational behavior in which u learn how organisation behave...their culture..how to manage changes..relationship...power..leadership en d list doesn't just end der...en i cant be bothered as well...=p en ya..so in tis assignment..we're given one picture en are supposed to interpret in anyway we like...no page limit..everything is up to our own imagination...en me..being so 'smart'..pls take note of the quotation mark...=p...only started to compose it 2 night before the deadline...hahah..(its due on tut 11 but given in tut 1 =p )horrible dun u think?? aniwae...i managed to write for about 8 pages...double spacing...its super crappy...en somehow i think my crappiness has increased to a higher level..=D..considering i wrote them in just a few hours..multitasked with chatting en browsing pple's FS too =p

ya...i definitely didn't put my best effort..but i feel satisfied nonetheless coz i have other things to worry about too...my stats quiz..my presentation...my written report en d so called 'creative' assignment...all perfectly ended up in one day...dun u think life is beautiful?? yes..pun intended =p. apparently im not the worst..sum pple only wrote 5-6 pages..en there is tis guy who handed in a 70 pages...binded..to the teacher...goodness...i em just baffled..en one sentence tat comes out from my mouth ...'get a life man!!!'....dun u just hav other things to do??? anyway...its all done en i dun giv a damn to such pple..why bother to always match up ur capability to others...pple are born with different capabilities..en im proud wif mine...=)

well..today is Good Friday...hm..the day when He sacrificed his life for us...the sinful people..isnt it great to have such a loving Father?? He has changed me...moulded me into a better person..day by day..en still continues...=) To God be the glory =)

tmrw is D-day for jonk..yay..he get baptised...one more lamb is saved..hehe...sometimes i get reminisced too...just 2 years back i got baptised...how i changed en grow in Him...en hoping tat i can continue to give joy to others..en to live up to His name =)

signing off;

way back into love ???

2007-04-03T11:52:00.000+08:00

thanks to dela who 'brainwash' me to this song...now im so attached to it...it goes around in my head even when i was crapping for my OB essay..haha..yeah..here is the lyrics....nice and meaningful and best suits people like me en del??? lol...yeah..pls dun bother (im in super duper crappy mode for my OB creative thinking essay >.<) just check out d lyrics guys...

i've been living with a shadow over head

i've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

i've been lonely for so long

trapped in the past i just can't seem to move on...

i've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

just in case i ever need 'em again someday

i've been setting aside time

to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

all i wanna do is find a way back into love

i can't make it through without a way back into love...

i've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

i've been searching but i just don't see the signs

i know it's just out there

there's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

i've been looking for someone to share some light

not somebody to just get me through the night

i could use some direction

and i'm open to your suggestions

all i wanna do is find a way back into love

i can't make it through without a way back into love

and if i open my heart again...

i guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

there are moments where i don't know if it's real

or if anybody feels the way i feel

i need inspiration

not just another negotiation...

and if i open my heart to you

i'm hoping you'll show me what to do

and if you help me to start again

you know i'll be there for you in the end

as for the song...you can watch it in youtube...search for it yourself ya...haha...gotta back to my OB essay now....=p

jaq

a date with corn ^^

2007-04-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

todae is april's fool but i've no mood to play a prank on pple..haha..dunno why..(padahal biasanya isengggg bgt =p)...well..happy April's fool day peeps. went out wif corn todae after church..really appreciate her for making d trip from novena all d way to bukit batok just to entertain me..haha...yeah..im currently on 'down' mode..

ate at pastamania...chitchatting for hours en den we walked ard just to end up in coffeebean en getting cake for dessert..corn 'ngidam' tiramisu,i prefer cheesecake thou..but nvm..tiramisu is nice too...haha...everytime goin out wif corn ..we'll end up committing one of d seven deadly sins...yess...gluttony..haha...wadelse..=p

managed to get some pictures taken....

corn en me en d tiramisu (only d choc flakes is visible...lol)

well...tis mite give a better view...

before....

en after....=p

haha..yes...tis post is a bit unimportant..just wanna say a big thank you for corn..thx for listening to my complaints...lighten up my mood for the coming exams...

looking forward to more 'dates' with her..haha,...ya ..we planned a lot of things to do after d torturing exams period are over...

i feel blessed for wat God has given me..supportive family en frens...luph them all..praying hard so tat i can go thru tis period..yes..really need ur prayers as well (those happen to read my blog =) )

signing off

starting over a new fresh blog

2007-04-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

hello peeps...hmm...im back in blogging =))..haha not tat im a hardcore blogger..outline still very boring..gonna fix everything when im free(after exam!!) background, links, etc..thou tagboard is der..yay..haha..well...feel lyk blabbing a lot todae...haha....just came back from dinner at JP..yuli, lukas, jonk, komang,verdyka, acai, welly en me had our so called 'sumptuous' meal before we enter our exam period.sadly...when the exam period comes..d only decent meal we have is canteen food...yes..various canteen food from cant 1 to can 16..how pathetic is tat rite? so we decided to eat at crystal jade..we ate, joked en laughed really hard upon making fun of jonk..haha...peace jonk...but its really entertaining on tis time lyk tis..thanks for being ther to be made fun of en not being petty en upset about our stupid jokes...=p..thanks for having such a big heart.. =)

YESS!!!exams are just around the corner!! huhu...the good news is...holidae is coming BUT the bad news is i havent started studying...im just so screweddddddd....o gosh...i need to mug but the endless assignments, presentation and write-up reports are still there till the last week of school...how to have time to mug when i have other things to do??? argh..how i hate tis sem...thou timetable is 'slacker' en fewer subject taken....there are just so many stuffs to do...not tat im forgetting how smu is much worse than this...en i shdnt be complaining coz im still considered lucky...but still...argh...i really want to shout....life sux at times lyk tis....

ok...enuf wif all the blabbing en complaints....i just need to work my ass off for tis exam...niwaesss....kinda feel touched en happy coz of all d exam wishes...thanks to yul, wel, keng, dimas, both chief GL , yodha , jonk en lucas...wow i must admit tat im damn surprised to see lukas en jonk's exam wishes...they actually put in effort to make their own..muz admit that theirs are just more 'cool' en look more professional...haha....ya..kudos to both of them man!!!! luph them all for being such nice bunch of pple.. fun frens to hang around with....thanks God for letting them enter my life en make it so much more colorful..i feel tat im so much encouraged to face the exams wif all the exam wishes..ya...face the reality...haha..urghhh..was wondering who d stupid person who create school?? exams?? ....only to put my life in such a misery....hahha.ok..tis first post is getting random!!! en i think i shd just end it here b4 getting really random lol...

aniwae.....this is the pic of all the exam wishes i got....not for the purpose of showing off...but to appreciate them who have given me....thanks guys...i promise to pay you back huh....i'll make it up to u all.wait for tat moment!!! =)

guess i will be balooning thruout the exam period..haha...see those chocolates waiting to be eaten?? let alone those snacks,sweets, etc inside the carrier...oopss..can sense the sins of gluttony now...=p

err...i still hav so many things to do....n yet i find myself stealing time to blog...sooooo....not efficient!!! hate myself for tis... urghhhh.....

joke of the day
Lukas:kijang is enuf for 8 pple unless jonk is in as well
jaq:den we shd just tie jonk on top of the car ('evil')
yul: no...shd tie him at d back so tat if pple crash d car, d car would be safe ('more evil'
lukas: yeah..den d person who crash d car will come out of d car, not to be pissed off but to thank jonk for 'saving' d car

me, yul n komang laughed our heads off...till everybody at crystaljade turned ard to our table....oopsie....so embarassed..but..who cares?? lol...well tis joke is meant for certain pple only.sorry if u happen to read en dun understand.haha.enuf for now..back to study...signing off....

jaq